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To anyone who has been coping with grief and loss this holiday season,
From my personal experience, I know how debilitating it may be. I started 2020 off losing the best friend I’ve ever had, the love of my life and my soul mate. He was the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. It was a sudden, natural death but tragic for all of us who dearly love him.
Before I met Misha, I didn’t even know I was capable of these feelings. We were so in love and even though we had our ups and downs, our true love for each other was very precious and pure. I know I am very blessed and lucky to have experienced something so magical, knowing some people will live their whole lives never experiencing it and what others will spend their entire lives in search of. Even though it hurts he is no longer physically here, our experience, memories together and his passing has forever changed and shaped me in the most positive and uplifting way possible.
Unfortunately, the past few days have been a struggle for me, even to just get out of bed because it hurts… I keep telling myself “go for a run, go study, read your Russian lit!“ but end up falling back asleep. Despite the challenge to carry out these simple activities, part of me believes this is a good opportunity to grieve at a time where there is less responsibility; it is holiday after all, therefore no school and work.
My message to you is you don’t have to look and live through this as “it’s holiday season, time to be festive and happy!” Life is too short to pretend. You can use this time to your advantage to heal, grieve and grow while simultaneously enjoying what Christmas and New Years has to offer. Take your time this holiday season in order to enter 2021 feeling refreshed, rejuvenated and energized; ready to take on all of your responsibilities, goals, and aspirations. While our passed loved ones will be smiling from above☁️♥️✨
Misha was the most amazing, talented, smartest, funnest, kindest, coolest person I ever met in my entire life! With the sexiest yet most soothing voice I ever heard♥️ I am eternally grateful for the time we had together. I love you forever my sweet Misha🐻♥️😽 ✨ #loveatfirstsight
